ive been reading several blogs and noticed how they are all updated and i ve not been updating mine. i decided to kinda let out all my pent out swirly thoughts into words so here goes.



the church conflict:

one word. SCREWED. i feel as if the online "confrontation" has made things kinda complicated. firstly about all these "shooting" at a particuar peron- i think it was meant to be solving conflicts one at a time so in reality it SHOULD have been talking to one person at a time. BUT. what started out as questions at first turned to be several people cussing at one person. which was NOT WHAT IT WAS INTENDED TO BE. and i must say the face-to-face confrontation would not have been a good idea judging from the way the online one turned out. furthermore, the planned face to face confrontation didnt happen coz the person who planned it came late. frankly saying how " its me, im always late" isnt a really good excuse. not when youre the one who planned it and all. but i guess its YOU and you ARE always late so =.=. i guess the rest felt that you werent really being sincere coz you came late when they all turned up. and judging how the online confrontation turned out i dont think that haveing a face-to-face confrontation would have turned out well = so i guess that it was for the best, huh?
that aside, the blog tags. yes i did see the blog tags on her blog. after letting out all her frustrations on people who shot at her i guess it sort of invited unwanted posts at her blog. ayeee. i dont want to seem like a hypocrite or that im shooting at anybody in particular but i do have my points of view and i want to say it out instead of keeping it within and smiling all the way. well lets see: firstly, i dont think that coming to someones blog to tag, when you dont know that person well at all, and defend your friend whom she was talking about in her posts, isnt really. well. nice. i know that you want to defend your friend nd all and i know that you dont eant her to be put down but  it still was a bit of a blow. i mean, you didnt hear both sides of the story. and like, for eg: i had a really huge arguement with one of my primary school friends,B,  a few years back. and i was kinda at fault and all but not entirely my fault, you know? so then it was kinda upsetting coz she got my other really good friend, A,  to text me stuff like " you are a ****ing asshole" and A even went as far to get her new friend in sec school to do the same. i was just like wth?? you dont even know the situation and you dont even know me at all!in the end i totally ignored them and we did try to bury the hatchet but now even if we see each other in town or stnng we wont even acknowledge each other's presence. bah.  to cut the long story short. its just plain upsetting.
and ohkay. back to the tags. theres no wrong in defending your friends, but other people do have a say in their own private online journals. its their thoughts for gods sake. but then again it IS  a public post. so people have the right to comment. its THEIR thoughts. but telling someone straight out with vulgarities aint nice. it just aint nice. and add in another party blowing off that person on the tagboard with vulgarities isnt that good either, regardless of whether the former did or did not cuss. EVEN if you are sticking up for your friend.im not telling you to leave your friend in the lurch either though. you cuss, you say that you have the freedom of speech. but bear in mind that everyone has the freedom to say and think what they like to as well. the world does NOT revolve round you.  bottom line: cant we just be ethical and comment nicely?
that would solve a lot of wars.


hmm. i do have my own comments bout the other personal conflicts in between but i think its best to keep my mouth shut and not comment. its got nothing to do with me :X

"with conflicts come alliances". its quite heart-wrenching, actually. we used to be such a happy peppy bunch of church friends. i still remember the band concert. that rocked. now its like in church, we even sit separately. 3 at one end, 4 at the other end. its a good thing i didnt go coz i would have ended up sitting alone anyway. it would have been too awkward sitting with either group =. and another thing with the alliances. i guess seeing my really good friends all split up is sad enough. but then they start hanging out in their own alliances and become really tight and all. i guess part of me is glad that im not involved in the conflicts yet i am pretty annoyed the i get envious of them being so close. if you get my drift. its like you dont belong anymore. and they have so much fun and youre just plain left out. i dont know. maybe its all for the best.




the school conflict:

SIGH. yet again. its fine at being irritated at people you know. and complaining and bitching about the person to yourself in your mind and thinking how screwed up eveything is. just that ignoring the person completely isnt going to solve anything. it ll just make the person feel all lonely. its not nice to feel lonely. and i am a hypocrite at saying this: its not nice to shun someone. yep. after all, no one likes to be shunned, right?

ohkay. i think i shouldnt say anything more. it ll just add fuel to the fire.







but hey, if youre feeling upset or anything. IM HERE FOR YOU! :)




and im sorry if i upset or offended anyone in this post or anything. but like mentioned, -points to title- ITS JUST ME PASSING COMMENTS. i am not mentioning names nor shooting at a particular person or anything. please =.=.


i hope everything turns out all right in the end.

or maybe its just me being naive that it ll all be right again.



EESH.




( ning, tell me if this should be moved to be a friends-only post k?)

I GOT IN FOR THE JAPAN TRIP!



YYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

heh. phy test was a killer. although mr yap did get a couple of mcqs from the 10ys. and i did the mcqs in the 10ys. :D

but hey. its only TWO marks. feh.

anyways the assembly program was a no-brainer. sat tere stoning while the nice spontaneous scholars did some traditional dances on stage and the malaysians did their skit on a so called traditional story. ahaha

moral of the story? dont forget your mother or you 'll turn into stone.
(or sthng like that.)

went to kallang to watch the juniors play in the quarter finals.since it was a rather crucial match, ms tjl graced the occasion by arriving in her shorts/ polo combo with sandals. ah, dont forget the dangly earings.

juniors played relatively well despite naggings and scoldings from the coach -shudder


AND WE WON! :D

ms shanthi came up with a strategy: we cheered while the opponent had possesion of the netball ( go ij!) and kept quiet when our own team was in possesion. HEH. it confused the st mags pple a bit. and we were amused. ahahaha.
jaz was telling us some of her yo momma jokes with that totally kyle accent.

" yo momma so fat- when she sits down she oozes oil"

" yo momma so hairy- there's an ant cemetary on her back"

" yo momma so huge- when she walks past the TV , i miss three episodes"

" yo momma so large- when she got baptised she had to go to the sea"

" yo momma so tall- when she did a backflip she hit jesus' face"

" yo momma so dumb- she tried arranging m n' ms in alphabetical order"

" yo momma so stupid- she aimed to throw a rock on the floor and missed"


HEH. well, meryl was amused.


went home squashed in a bus all sticky and stinky but relishing the sweet taste of victory. GOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo 

IJ!

-points to link. CHECK IT OUT.


warning: GRAPHIC.

had fun with my studybuddies today.

met prem and nic at the prime bustop and headed to get some snacks/ lunch.

in the end we bought a whole lotta junk food.

we went on a carbo binge. hoho!ate. did some prank calling. studied on the mahjong table. HEH. and prem was being all weird around my bro with the SPOGA sit up mat and all. we did some friendster/ blog hopping etc etc. the usual.

but we DID study!


ahahahahh. and now im sneezing all over again.


maybe im allergic to carbohydrates.

HMM.

one word: sigh.


is that even considered a word?


heh. nicole and i are going trekking through mountaineous areas in china looking for a temple. after roaming the world that is. for our own -ahem- specific reasons >:D



anyhoww.

i thought you were my friend. you know? like. go ahead and make new friends and always stick to them. then when something bad happens (touchwood) revert back to the old pals. dont give me that jazz about being grateful, only friend yadda yadda.  get over yourself. the next time round, dont come crying.

you know what? seriously, im learning not to care anymore..just to let you know: im not against you, but im not on your side either.



whee.

im bitching.

oh yes i am

but do i really care at this point in time?

noooo.

and im talking to myself.

greeeeaattt.

i ll probably read back at this post and decided that its really childish and then ill just delete it. haha! wonders of tabulas.

jingzhongren <3

netball finals was AWESOME.

particularly because i got front row seats since im one of the officiators.

yes!

and i got to miss double geog.

yes!

and we got free food while officiating. the samosas were nicee

yes!

oh, and we won.

YES!

im glad it ll turned out ohkay. so much for the nightmares about mixing up the scores.hurr.