today is may fifth. 05-05-2005

had geog exam today. i totally forgot to bring my protractor. good thing i went to borrow one from rebecca. THANKS REBECCA! :D

the exam was fine. hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (< that was grace)

ANYWAY. as i was saying, the exam was fine. not that difficult but there were a few stupid questions. eg: " state four reasons as to why people continue to live near active volcanoes despite the dangers"

wth?? how am i supposed to answer that! +___+

went to amk library straight after. studied at the tables upstairs (they were empty. for once! -gasp) then grace came and we shifted downstairs at the cafe area. had some wedges. etc etc. the norm. then my drink dried out so we took a walk to ntuc to get drinks. oolong tea rocks- it made me hyper. h20 sucks! esp the apple flavoured one. HEHE.

totally hung on emath. i didnt even touch chem! - innocent look

so anyway it stopped raining and we walked to ntuc (yet again) and got the huge bottle of oolong tea.
and right now grace is sitting on my bed reading lfv instead of STUDYING when she was bugging me to study chem a few seconds ago. -shakes head


i feel like skipping jap. HWEEEE.

(baby you cant dance if theres no floor)

nicole was using her new webcam. TEE HEE.  which means that i could see ricky! YAY.


RICKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3333333333 the most ADORABLE thing to walk on the face of the earth.


and nicole was letting off steam on her webcam. oh my. (HEH.)





i should be studying. hhahahahaha. oh yeah. grace! i still have somemore oolong tea. HAHA.






(is anybody listening? can you hear me when i call)

phy was fine. i actually understood the questions! i was actually able to solve the questions using the right formulas (i think).

 hooray for mr chan and his obsession with the TYS. tee hee hee


today shall be slack day. i ll finish aep prep work and then do some chinese.

right now i d better get off the com first =.=



taaaa.

so much for being all motivated to finish aep.



so far i have:

browsed deviantart
drank a cup of green tea
chat with nicole on msn
drank another cup of green tea
drawn isaac newton getting hit on the head with an apple, eating an apple, etc etc on msn with nicole
drank somemore green tea
oh, and i drew a staircase. for prep work.


WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MEEEEEE



CONCENTRATE.

so much for "finishing prep work then do some chinese"


its 11 and im not even close to finished with prep.

joy.


at least drawing/doodling/sketching is kinda relaxing in its own way.

i guess.



and green tea really does keep you up. im suprised im not dozing on the desk. hmm.

left the house at bout 1050 to go meet pple at cine. we were supposed to go play some pool. and they wanted to watch a movie too. =.=. decided that i didnt wanna watch a stupid xxx2 movie.

HOWEVER. i reached and they were already in the cinema and wanted me to sneak in or get in for free (something like that)

HOWEVER. my dad could call any time to bring me to paragon to get the CDMA phone. so, i didnt wanna go to the movie.

so, i ended up walking to kino and chatting with nicole and venting my annoyance on her (sorry nicole!) we ended up talking bout ricky (yay! ahahaa) and potato stars( HEH) and thinking of evil ways.....

ANYWAY. spent loads of time at kino at the graphic design section. THOSE BOOKS ARE UBER COOL. (HINT)

and then met my dad at bout 1 (he came to kino) and he gave me 50 to get whatever i want :D (go dad!)

anyway, followed him to his office and charged my phone abit and sat in the office "living room". then went for lunch at paragon and went to M1 to make enquiries.

THEN, walkied to meridian hotel and met them to play pool. the ice tea was good. pool was fun. sucked at it but fun nonetheless :D

went for mass.

great world city for dinner.

end of story.

special message:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TARCIA!!!!!!



<3

im sorry.

julienne: my dear peer support-ee if youre gonna announce everywhere that youre good with secrets everyone will start hounding me to tell them whatever secrets =.=

danny: SO DO I. ahahahaa. i guess we re both perpetually hungry people.

gingerbreadman: what! =.=  oh yes, didnt get to say bye to you that day actually. . so....., bye! ahaha

severed from sentience,
it flits
it flies
it floats


essence whittling away,
it flits
it flies
it floats


penetrating into eternity,
it flits
it flies
it floats


into oblivion.

she waits every morning,
every day,
every night.

for a sign,
for a smile,
for a touch.

she cant control.
cant restrain,
cant forget;


cant forget.

so wrong,
so misguided
so amiss,

yet so undeniably right.

just watched the naruto movie (mucho thanks to danny for passing it to me)


maybe i was just feeling weird. joined ning and alessa at a tab community

yay! ahahaha


we are so inspired.

(HEH. inside joke/ comment)

i screwed up my papers.

english: didnt do as well as i would have wanted to.

chinese: lost cause. i have half a mind to start studying chinese again right now.

aep: seriously, it was really bad. its worse than really bad. and to think i used to feel that AEP was the only thing i could get A1 in. what a load of crap. but i guess its also ms low's way of giving us a wake up call. perhaps we ve been sleeping all this while and its sort of like a rude awakening. shocker.

amath may be my only hope, with chem and physics. i dont think that i'd fare THAT bad a C grade.
but then again, with all the startling results i might not be surprised if i actually fail a couple of them. who knows.


chinese was a real letdown. its always been a letdown. AM I NOT MEANT TO SCORE AN A FOR CHINESE IN THIE LIFETIME!!??? sucks. its like no matter how hard you study for the test, there's no justice down in your marks. someone tell me what i ve been doing wrong. please? so i can change my way of studying and hopefully pass well in final years/ express o's this year so that i wont need to change my stream. freek.

this reeks.

of rotten eggs and everything that stinks. including lots of icky smelling decomposing matter.

yippee.



on a lighter note, went gymming with nasha today after school. hopped off at my house stop first to get my sportshoes. met ms lakshimi on the bus O_o yipes. of all people.
got to the gym and did some running/ cycling/muscle exercises. met weiping there at bout. 415? we were already planning to leave by then. ahahaha. we abandoned the poor dude. eeks.



i feel exercised. and our netball carni banner is done.

mann, we are efficient.

GO BO!!!


ahahahaa. was just watching the show with my mom. he sang well.

scratch that, REALLY superbly uberly well.


my mom is still rooting for carrie though. she thinks she s such a sweet girl

-raises eyebrows.

results were very, very, very disappointing.

my parents were fine with it though. they didnt ground me or anything. my dad had that whole "no point crying over spilt milk" attitude. oh well. i guess they knew that i did study for the exams and already am seriously annoyed with the results. so they didnt rub it in.

fiuh.

such a failure. aww, fcuk it.



someone please take me to a rifle range hence letting me shoot down the ugly grades one by one to attain the highest level. bah.



on a sidenote, kudos to sherry for her hard work paying off. congrats! :)

not happy,
just content.


not sad,
just tired.


not angry,
just disappointed.


not frightened,
just fearful.


not dead;

just living.

someone, tell me what i should do.