been terribly busy (and lazy)


in a nutshell,

25may- 4 june : in fukuoka

6 june: LP2 with krys/abel

7 june: lunch with ms ratulangi/nic/prems/ning

8 june- 9 june: nic's bday chalet




WILL upload the fukuoka pics (yes, all 300++) when i have the time. so far, up till 180 T-T

the url to pics from nic's chalet

well, church camp was ohkay. i found brother michael's talk perticularly enlightening. and very apt, i must add. especially about the "letting go" part.


went to the airport by cab from church. met up with the others and then went back and forth from burgerking to row 10 where nic was. at first we were all pretty fine and clear-eyes. until nicole started sobbing and then we all caught the vibe. nicole!! =.=

ahahaa. well. it was nearly a 2/1 thing. all hugging and crying and stuff. up till now, it hasnt really sunk in. its this surreal feeling where i still think that i ll just be abel to text her and go bowling and stuff. i guess it ll really sink in when i get tio school. esp on mondays. with aep and all.

anyway. after she went, we all crammed into the toilet. and sat on the tabletops. just stoning and all unitl some worker came in and chased us out. boohoo. then went to starbucks. then my parents came. so i left.

bloody headache prevented me from sleeping well.


im gonna miss nic ='<

actually, already am.

hmm. i have a sneaking suspicion that im allergic to almonds.
first it was the almonds on lisa's cake during camp which (might have) made my eyes super itchy and kinda swollen. then yesterday. almond soya bean. and then today i have this mild headache thats been bugging me the whole day. mlurf.

anyhow. it seems to go away when i take off my specs =.= hence, i ve been wondering around the house half blind the whole day. my world is in a blur, literally.


bloody allergies. or maybe its some problem with my eyes.

-shrugs




much love to ning for helping me photocopy chem hw! <3333

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Unie is your soulmate.

You truly love Ning .

You consider Krystle your true friend.

You know that Alessa is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Nicole for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Val is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Graceee is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Abel is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Abel changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Prems is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Prems has a hidden internet romance.

ning is my true love. COUGHS. COUGHS.

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
When you turn around can you recognize my face
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't okay
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was there
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care
We're not going anywhere

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was there
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care
We're not going anywhere

ning, i wanna be a plant. can i just be a plant?

=<

ahahaa. ohkay the plant thing was real random. i dunno. just really felt like writing that.

wheee.


happy birthday to me.



ning, another friends-only post coming your way. gotta love tabulas.

I MISS SCHOOL.


funny how i ve been dreading it. probably because of the tests and the waking up early bits. if not for that, school would actually be pretty cool.

I MISS AEP MONDAYS

the time we get high on ikea manequins. EWW. ahahaha. and totally freak mr tan out. and try to kidnap cowcow from ms low. heh. i ll miss one of my lets-get-high-on-aep-mondays-partner.

I MISS NICOLE

its only 2/3 rd of us now. i ll cya online again (:

I MISS MR TEH'S WEIRD ANTICS

ahaha. the sad monkey and his angle of depression

I MISS HANGING OUT AT STONE BENCHES DURING RECESS RUSHING MATHS HOMEWORK

its actually fun. not the homework bit. but the stonebenches. cept for the whole bugs-dropping-from-the-sky part.



lalala.




chewygum- chew it on


HAHA.

hey al. i think ive caught a bit of your moroseness bug. its so strange. i just feel so... sad all of a sudden. i think i need a good cry. (lets relive nic's departure.)hmm. maybe its just the weather.



you know how in instant online messenging people go "hahaha" all the time but arent really laughing. they might not even find it funny. its so fake. i dont know, it just occurred to me all of a sudden. i know prem said something about it some time ago, though.


maybe stoning in front of the computer being totally bored even when you have too many things to do and say just gets you down.

-shrugs.
no "hahaha" in this post.




let another day just fall through me

[ The little prince went away, to look again at the roses.

"you are not at all like my rose," he said. "As yet you are nothing. NO one has tamed you, and you have tamed no one. You are like my fox when i first knew him. He was only a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But i have made him my friend, and now he is unique in all the world."

And the roses were very much embarrassed.

"You are beautiful, but you are empty," he went on, "One could not die for you. To be sure, an ordinary passer-by would think that my rose looked just like you- the rose that belongs to me. But in herself alone she is more important than all the hundreds of you other roses: because it is she that i have watered; because it is she that i have put under the glass globe; because it is she that i have sheltered behind the screen; because it is for her that i have killed the caterpillars ( except the two or three that we saved to become butterflies); because it is she that i have listened to, when she grumbled, or boasted, or even sometimes when she said nothing. Because she is my rose." ]

school was ohkay. had that dreaded headache again so i was either half blind or sleeping in school. -GRINS.

plr was boring (as usual.) val and i were doodling rather. AHEM. significant figures. lots of uhm. symbolism.

PE was ohkay. the dreaded height and weight. hoorah hooray. got to play just that little bit of badminton.

amaths. total slacking/ sleeping/ stoning time. mr teh is still sick (poor him ):)

cme. she was boring. i was sleepy.

geog. i was half dead by then. total head pains, totally stoned out.


SMSS humanities challenge. the paper was really really hard: loads of questions on history and well. i dont take history. lots on current affairs and well. im totally ignorant about all that stuff. cant really be bothered? im happily sitting in my little sheltered lalaland.


yay.