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October 6th, 2005

Posted by coffeecup at 04:50 PM on October 6, 2005.

homophobia: ripped this from ning



"I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love."

got a light?

October 9th, 2005

Posted by coffeecup at 01:04 PM on October 9, 2005.

i must be dreaming




yes,al. i absolutely totally concur with everything on qualifications in your little speech =/
quite sad, the way things are. but at the end of the day we'll just look back at all of this and laugh.

"ah, the good old times."

im really looking forward to that.

got a light?

the ultimate: OWL OR CHICKEN???

Posted by coffeecup at 07:56 PM on October 9, 2005.

in a moment, in a daydream says:
I CHOSE PARADOX TOO

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
i'm bound to fail ):

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
REALLY!

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
what doing you!

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
haha!

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
i'm doing... stupid things

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
like owl

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
im doing something about reality and how it may not be real

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
and then daylight ahahaha so paradoxical and cheem hor!

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
like. um. how someone says something but means another

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
oh okay ironies... oxymorons

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
!

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
wow. light and dark 0___0

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
ahaha

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
glomp

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
XD


-after me looking at her tab entry with the owl-

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
OOO

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
YOUR OWL LOOKS GOOD

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
GOOD?!

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
YES

V=ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
it's like BODY-LESS

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
NO SHIT MAN NEENG! ITS GOOD

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
XD DONT YOU THINK IT LOOKS VERY SLEEPY?

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
albeit sleepy...

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
ahahaa

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
well it looks sleepy on the screen

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
I THINK IT RESEMBLES ME!

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
SLEEPY!

in a moment, in a daydream says:
HAHAHA

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
NOCTURNAL!

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
AHAHAHA

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
PERSONAL RESPONSE

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
WOAH XD

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
PERSONAL EXPERIENCE XD

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
EXTRA POINTS!

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
XD

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
AHAHAH

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
LOL i seriously think we're dying from all the art?

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
YES

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
*EDITS ENTRY AND TALKS ABOUT PERSONAL EXPERIENCE ETC*

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
althoughifinishedprepalreadyahahaha

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
NEENG

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
SHUTUPGIRL

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
STOP TABBING!

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
OWL!

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
OWL!

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
OWL!

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
CHICKEN!

; in a moment, in a daydream says:
OWWWWWLLLL

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
CHICKEN!!!

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
LOL!

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
HOW AMUSING

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
imagine i tell ms low how this is very related to me

ART KILLS CELLS; robs oxyhaemoglobin; denatures enzymes says:
XD


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aep does things to you.

-cue eerie music






got a light?

October 17th, 2005

hello, personality.

Posted by coffeecup at 10:02 PM on October 17, 2005.

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got a light?

im updating!

Posted by coffeecup at 10:10 PM on October 17, 2005.

hoorah


retreat was good, although i prefered the one last year. maybe because i cried more. haa.

went to far east with krys and neeng. (forgot about class com meeting. oops.) went up to eat curry chicken! and i still think that krystle and neeng are strange. who DRINKS the curry anyway!?
got my starfruit/honeydew juice. yummaye.

then, cravings got the better of us so we headed to ICEKIMO! the absolute best place to get ice cream from, besides darling ben and jerry's. we ordered a sundae with nutella/teh tarik/ horlicks mix. AHHH. and then we were greedy so we got ANOTHER sundae, this time with coffee/horlicks/milo ice cream. <33333 i am so going back there.

went to the park again. met pat and ronaldo while i was jogging. (ronaldo is her silky terrier, by the way) awwww its such a cutie <3

sleeping earlier today, since i gotta be at city hall by 830.
shigoto, shigoto!

got a light?

October 24th, 2005

thank you mr teh!

Posted by coffeecup at 08:38 PM on October 24, 2005.



mr teh passed me for amaths! YAY. i went up to him to ask him for a method mark because it was only an error carried forward. and then i was like. MR TEH I NEED TO PASS AMATH PLEEEEAAAAAASSSEEEEE! and then he said "Ok lah" and gave me a pass. HOHO! well. nothing much to brag about a mere pass, but HELL. at least i can say that i passed every subject. heh!
and well. i guess i did deserve the crappy results for slaving on emath and abandoning amath. (oops?) note to self: never neglect a subject.

physics was suprisingly ohkay. considering that i didnt touch my TYS =/
only one a1 in the class, and then 3 b3s. i actually wasnt harbouring much hope of getting that b3 (much less the friggin a1) but well. thank you latent heat and specific heat capacity. HEE

lit was pretty good, considering how i totally lost interest for the subject after sec one and how i was bordering a pass for it throughout sec2 and mids for sec3. thank you mrs mag low for giving me a relatively high score for the unseen prose- one which i havent been reaching for i dont know how long. tee hee hee. i hope it pulls me up to an A for combined ss/lit. or at least a high B. nothing compared to the 22s and 19s i scored in sec1, but well. im getting there.

spent all 2 hrs of recess stoning/gossiping with uni and evelyn in the canteen, then followed val to the shed to "make more cards". ended up as val doing her sudoku, uni sleeping and evelyn and i drawing on uni's elbow. haahahaa....
it was funny trying to hint to uni that we drew on her elbow. we kept going on about how " my left elbow is very itchy!" ,"like. the LEFT elbow" " yar! so itchy.". silly girl didnt get the hint =.=
until much later when she discovered the significance of our spasmodic bouts of strong giggling. hurhur.

overall, it was a pretty good day.

tmr its full pickleball practice. dang. who's ponning?

got a light?

October 31st, 2005

EVIL CHINESE

Posted by coffeecup at 01:20 PM on October 31, 2005.

express chinese o's was quite terrible.

reflections?

> the paper was almost higher chinese standard
> for zhuo wen, crap your way through and add in lots of cheng yu to get a good mark
> chinese is evil
> bad, bad paper
> chinese is evil
> the sticker thing is cool, though


goodbye, A1.

got a light?

a meme!???

Posted by coffeecup at 09:29 PM on October 31, 2005.

ripped from ning. hur hur.



0 years old
uhm, im supposed to remember something?

1 year old
supposedly, my mom locked me and the keys in the car. trying to keep me calm and all she played some animal sound game with me from outside:
mom: cow how?
me: moo moo
HAHA. in the end, my grandma came all the way to pass my mom the extra set of cr keys and i got out unharmed xD

2 years old
cant remember

3 years old
brother was born, though i dont remember ever playing with him. -frowns

4 years old.
nursery! PAP boon lek (its in braddell) i remember playing some cooking game with little tykes

5 years old
my chinese teacher (zhang lao shi) sang some song whenever she saw me. hahaha. i thought she was rather strange.

ms chia always gave me chocolates xD

6 years old
there was this final math paper and i kinda spelled 20 as "twelve". the principal called me up and asked me how to spell 20. so i spelled it for her and she was like. ohkay.
when we got back out papers, i noticed that she had changed the answer for me. haha!

7 years old
entered ijtp primary. form teacher was ms marcia toh. i always thought that she was rather pretty.anyhow. i got 100 100 and 100 for math that year in the report book. wow. wonder what happened.

8 years old
p2 daisy! i had ms jessica ang as a form teacher.i remember her birthday being on valentine's day.

9 years old
p3 hibiscus. uhm. i was vice-chair of the class (germaine liu was chair) and during racial harmony day, when nerissa wanjoo and i were on duty to safeguard the exhibits, we were all eating jelly. ahahhaa

10 years old
p4 hibiscus. i remember participating in this healthy sandwich competition for health ed. apparently, alessa pang yi ching was in my group, along with jana and natasha morgan. our sandwich jingle was quite stupid- we actually had to act and sing it out =/
the sandwich name was "trampled chicken". haha!

11 years old
p5 hibiscus. eh. i remember the huge dispute between abigail and gabriella. form teacher was mrs lim! oh and the offence file- we wrote in it whenever we forgot to do homework or bring a book.

i think kerry and i started this magazine called "poketimes" where we had stuff like quizzes based on the game. and we each had pokemon alter-egos. anastacia was togepi, kerry was psyduck, i was... raichu! ahahahahahahahah.

12 years old

p6 hibiscus. zhang lao shi scolded me (my chinese was horrendous) and i cried during tingxie-before-assembly. i still liked lao shi though, she was very nice. and i remember scoring 87/100 for some higher chinese test once xD

i loved mrs ho. she always always went "what ah?" and "you all ah. too complacent!". she made me register girl xD
and there was this time when all the classes were in the hall and she was addressing us.
mrs ho: you all ah. are too- whats that word i always use? hibiscus?
us: com-pla-cent!
mrs ho: NO! its incorrigible! -continues to nag

she never actually used that word before. haha.

13 years old
sec 1/1. ehhh. ms ng! i actually liked her- she was nice lah.
SNAPS was formed - sonia, nirasha, alessa,prem, sze. hahahahaa

14 years old
sec 2/1- the best year so far. new friendships were formed. really really dramatic year but i loved my class to bits. and we love ms ratulangi!
i remember savie doing her finger shadows on the OHT behind ms ratulangi and all of us laughing then ms ratulangi would be like. "what are you all laughing at! tell me! i want to laugh too!"
hahahaa.

15 years old
3/3. sec three camp was DRAMA. i think i mellowed down a bit since sec 1. still wandering around trying to find my way though. =/








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